I believe after my birthday is when my mind made the switch this year. Did that happen this early before? Probably. But as time has gone on and as I've been morphing more and more into an adult adult(still not convinced 😏), I feel I've lost some of the spirit of things. I haven't taken on the responsibility that comes with creating an enchanting, fun-filled holiday. And I've sadly had this weird expectation that all the holidays are still being run by my mom, a little embarrassing to admit, but there you have it.
But you know what? The cool thing about when you make certain realizations like that, you can change that! Cool huh?
I'm happy to be self-discovering myself and having these "A-Ha" moments where I can make whatever decisions I like. It's my choice and my responsibility to make things happen and how I want them to happen. Why is that so empowering? Maybe because every day I hear my brain (Satan actually) tell me I don't have the ability to do anything. Oh how wrong that voice is! I most certainly can do things!
By the way I documented last what I'm up to, to prove to myself and that mean voice that I'm actually doing good things. So that I can say to mr. negative "go away and stop wasting my time." ✋🏻
So, here's to deliberately enjoying the fall season and all that follows after.
First things first. Watch this:
Always gets me in the mood. 😌